and this is the puppy!
he is sooooooooo cute! his name is chase and i predict that he will have an identity crisis when he is older cause every one keeps calling him a she. *sigh* oh well.
now onto more news...
i am very confused. why? cause of lycan. one moment he seems like he wants to kiss me and stuff and then he doesnt and then he does and it's just very confusing. i dont know wat to do anymore. he said that he doesnt want to date me cause if it goes wrong then it could ruin our friendship and he doesnt want to lose me as a friend. i can understand that, but wat if it could go rite? if we dont try then we'll never know. and i know i wouldnt do anything to screw up any relationship with him, but i'm not sure if he completely believes me on that. and i wish he would cause if u look at my last boyfriend, me and him are still good friends and we still hang out and it's like we never even dated. i wish he would look at that and believe that i wont let anything happen between us. if we do end up dating i wouldnt let that screw up our friendship if we broke up. he will always be my best friend, but i want him to be more than that cause to me it would make things better. i want to date him so bad and i hope that he does read this and it convinces him that i WONT let anything go wrong... but of course i'm always sending up "red flags" that he doesnt like. i figure that after everything that bitch put him through he's real gun-shy. i get that. i just wish that he would see that i would NEVER lie to him, but i dont think he believes me when i say that. i hope that i can get around wat she did to him and get somewhere where he will believe that i wont let a break up ruin our friendship if we date cause it would absolutely tear me apart.
i think i'm finished with that.
i think that's all i have to say right now, i might post later about drill, but i dont know yet. and by the way, lycan is back so that's good.
bye!
Sapphire
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