*sigh*

well things with lycan arent going to clear up soon sadly. he decided that he wanted to take a break with our thing. now granted when he first sad this he made it sound like there was no chance of things going back to the way they were. so i've cried a lot this week and frankly this week has utterly sucks. so then this morning he reworded it and now i'm in a better mood cause he said that we're going to work back up to it so i hope that doesnt take long, but i'm not going to say anything at all about. i dont want to screw this up and i did at the start of summer when i started to bug him too soon after he had broken up with jenna. so i think that part of the reason he is the way he is now is because he's scared to get hurt again and this is the best way he can think of to sheild himself from it. so i'm just going to let things go for the most part and give him some space. it'll be rough on me, but he's always helping me and putting my feelings before his own, well now i'm returning the favor. i'm going to let him go and do his thing no matter what it does to me, cause i know that in the end it'll pay off and we'll both end up happier.

Sapphire