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i got to see him today after a week. it so wasnt what i had expected. last night i ask my dad if lycan can go hiking with us. he says yeah, that we would pick him up at ten. he also tells me that he has a job to take care of and that he would be leaving EARLY. well let's just say that 8:40 i hear him on the phone. i think, well that's odd he should be gone by now. he's on the phone with his customer. he tells the guy to change the batteries in something. well the idiot old guy put them in backwards and fries it. so 9:30 rolls around and my dad still hasnt left to fix the problem. hmmm. well you can see where this is going. 10 o' clock goes by and he's stil home. finally he leaves at 10:15. now mind you he tells me that instead of getting lycan at 10 we'd get him at 11/11:30. i think okay i can wait an hour. 12:30 comes and he's just getting home. he decided to stop at the grocery store on his way home. at this time i'm a basket case and am in near tears because i'm expecting lycan to be leaving at 2. so we finally go get him and we come home and go for the hike and all that and then his mom's comes and picks him up. now that may not sound to bad, but the whole time he was here i didnt get one moment alone with him. my little brother is babbling uncontrollably. my little sister and brother cant even leave me alone with him while i walked with him to his car. as you can see i am rather pissed. i mean HELLO! i havent seen him for a whole week and then i finally get to and nothing goes right. and my dad's beginning to worry that my world revovles around him because i'm in near hysterics because i'm beginning to wonder if maybe i should just cancel my plans. i was in near hysterics cause i hadnt seen him for a whole week and was expecting to see him. that was why. i swear he wants me to talk to him about stuff but it's different from when i was younger. there's stuff that i am not goign to tell him. like my feelings for lycan.

*sigh* relief. finally. i have nothing else to say.

Sapphire