Oh My God! why do i screw everything up? i always do. i've been losing friend cause i cant control my demented sense of humor. and now my absolute best friend is mad at me cause i dont freaking think! GOD! i screw everything up! why do i have to be so blonde all the time whenever i try to see him!?! i am such freaking idiot. i can never remember important things when i need to and then i pay for it later when he sounds so disappointed in me that it makes me so sad and i feel so bad, cause adventually he's not going to want to deal with me and my forgetfulness and then he's just going to stop trying to see me. *tear slides down cheek* i screw things up for my self so bad all the freaking time. i hate myself for that. i cant believe that i always screw things up. i am so stupid.
enough of my sobbing, cause i had an amazing time tonight with lycan. we played video games and went for a walk and had an amazing time. and tonights the full moon and i think that somethings going to happen, but i don't know wat it'll be. i guess i'll tell u guys tomorrow.
Night,
Sapphire
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